Not yet....if ever it seems

Well my ultrasound went well yesterday but she is getting harder to see because she is getting so big! They estimated about 7lbs 9oz already! I still have a little over 2 weeks to my due date! Apparently I fed this kid well! I asked my doctor today and she did say she is getting bigger and if I haven't had her by August 1st she will induce me. That doesn't sound soon enough to me! I asked her just to induce me now and she said she couldn't and if she did I'd be in labor for 2 days. Nobody wants that! She's going to be out of town next week and as much as I want Delaney here I'd really like my own doctor to be there! Doc thinks this baby wants to be an Augst baby. Seeing as that disappointed me I cried the entire way home and then cried myself to sleep. (blame the hormones) I know it is normal to not have her early but I am so scared she is going to be too big she'll get stuck and I'll have a C-section... not my choice as I am apprehensive about this whole labor thing to begin with. Then there's the whole fact that I just can't wait any longer. I want my baby girl here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so tired of waiting. Now.. what do I do for 2 weeks to keep my mind off of it? Harry Potter comes out Saturday but I'll have that read in 2 days! I'm not too happy today. :(